Christianity one big Train-Wreck

Religion, praise, worship, what ever you call it is all problematic. So many face religious prosecution. Why, because they don't think some bearded dude healed people and turned into a zombie. Now I'm not putting all the blame on Christianity just most of it. Why are the Christians always so up there ass about sinners and sh**? I don't think they worship, they fear. Think about it; you f*** up in life you spend eternity in hell. Let me say that again ETERNITY. No second chances, no make-ups, you are stuck there forever. I think god may be overreacting. So, out of fear the Christians feel they must get as many as they can to convert. Maybe that'll get them on god's good side. I think you should just you know, experience the bad things you did to someone as the victim. It's fair. I have a philosophy. Just be peaceful. Who cares what you believe? Just live and let live or die. You may be wondering, "Oh well what's your religion Mr. Chambers?" Well honestly, I don't know. I wasn't raised with religion. Most of the time my family makes fun of religion. Does that make me Agnostic? I believe something has to happen after you die, right?